Impromptu shoot at Hobby Lobby with Caffery

Impromptu shoot at Hobby Lobby with Caffery

Impromptu shoot at Hobby Lobby with Caffery

Making the most of a botched haircut...

What happened to your hare???

Never in my life have I had anyone besides my mother, or my older sister Kara, cut my hair... Never...

I let one of my friend's mothers, which happens to be an experienced stylist, cut my bangs today, only because they were getting scary long. Instead of getting something that I was happy with, she cut these weird layers into my bangs, which I eventually shed in my bathroom sink.

So, I have learned my lesson. Never again will I go to someone else... NEVER...

And where the hell have I been? Nevermind my hare... I've been inaccessible lately, due to unexpected visits and what have you... So, fuzzy bunny, we will really have to catch up...

Torrents of Affection

Everyone showed mad love on my birthday. Of their actions, I am truly appreciative.

He was there for me. I did my best... I hope that was good enough. He makes you feel like you are the only person in the world. The truth is, you are just that to him, for that inescapable moment. He looks you in the eyes and draws your spirit near his. You can't help but succumb.

His energy gives you a tingle down your spine as a grin breaches your face. It's all too real to imagine. You are alive once more, in his arms so safe, to live your dreams, before he leaves.

We speak, and I try to do so without inhibitions, and he calls me out ever so sweetly when I censor my heart.

Don't dig too deep if you are going to fear what you find.

Twiggy, a Columbian Tree Boa that shares my living space... :)

Cut to the quick... (self portrait)

Morning Face... (self portrait)

The unadulturated me... (self portrait)

It's just business, dahling...

Give me all of your money... now... :) What? You don't trust me?

Matt, outside the University Mail Service building, TAMU (by Lunaliar)

Jack, at IHOP after Phunkin' Phuturistic with waaaaaaaay too much pepper. :)

Darren, Lauren and lunaliar (me) before Phunkin' Phuturistic w/ Rabbit in the Moon and Ron-E

Take me for anything but granted...

Desireability... honestly, it's a tough trait to pin down. What makes a person desireable? Is it their countenance or physical appearance? Is it their demeanor or attitude? Is it their beliefs and values? Or is it instead a byzantine conglomeration of several characteristics that are formed long before the person is met? Maybe instead, it's none of these things, and yet all of them.

I met him about a month and a half ago. I was standing still, and sick of it, no doubt about that. He did the limbo into my brain, and made me think of just exactly what dance I was doing. I would have responded before our meeting that I was "doing the 'standing still'," which is actually torn from The Dismemberment Plan, but only the 'cool kids' know that. He took me to a different region of my own unknown planet and taught me how to do the lunar tango. We're doing this dance, one that lets both people lead at the same time, one that gives both dominant and submissive roles to the dancers and lets them play out in their own time.

He finds me desireable, and I find him intoxicating.

He makes me want to be so much more... yet in someways satisfied with myself.

He gives me light that I've never seen before, much less knew existed.

He makes me understand the purpose I set out for, and he's still working on making it work.

Why has this become this way? How did you cut into the quick so quickly? How did you find my hiding spot? Where have you been, and where will I go?

Let's speak of casual religion...

Seeing Tom, Lindsay, Wes and Liz again made me think of times past, where I was completely fulfilled chatting about religion and philosophy in such casual tones. I want to be a part of that again, but sometimes I feel like I've drifted beyond the reconnaissance of many...

I've left too many people who are dear to me behind in my search for fulfillment. Now I have the chance to form a walk of inclusion, rather than a rally through of life leaving behind me a torn war-path of broken bonds and promises.

I want to be whole, I won't say that I want to be whole "again," only because I don't think I've ever really been whole...

Make yourself known, and then others will know you.

Clouds with grey linings...

It's amazing what a person can experience in such a short period of time. It's like a never - ending struggle. I couldn't possibly update on the many moons that I've missed this blog, so I'll start anew.

I've met someone so incredibly interesting. A Ph. D. you say??? A-mazing. I couldn't put myself through all that schooling, however, I still want to get my Masters... just not right now. I'm supposed to be having fun, remember? When I do school, it's anything but fun...

So, I'm trying to get all my duckies in a row. May graduation... INSANITY... I thought I was going to have 2 more months...

After Christmas break, the job search begins. I need to locate somewhere in the Houston/Austin/Dallas area... SO... If you cruise on by this blog, just pass it along that a talented young graduate from Texas A&M University needs a job in the Journalism/Writing/Photography industry. [networking off] :)

So, there you have it. My birthday is coming up on the 26th, and I'm thinking about a party, but you can't bring your mother...